--done--

I'm just so desperate on THIS.
there's no future in THIS. i know that. i've been on THIS condition before. i always wish there's no more THIS condition in my life. but unfortunately, it's happened, again. with the same 'you'.

i cant keep thinking about 'you', it's too painful. but the fact is, this whole time, i have to fight your presence in my head.

i want 'you'. yeah, i have to admit that point. but i dont know what to do when i've got 'you'.so, what should i do?

flowing with this passion, to catch you.and nothing when you're in my hand?

or try to stop this kind of feeling, this no name, unidentified and totally confuseable feeling, huh?

those are not a plus minus option, so i can choose the plus easily. both are minus.negative.so?

i cant smile when you arent around.but i cant brightly smile when u're around and unreachable.

You know what? i cant keep thinking about 'you'. i's too painful. but i have no idea how to throw you out of my mind.

i want to scratch you out of my mind. but can i survive?

GoSH. so what the hell should i do, huh?

'you'. have you ever think about THIS as much as me?

no, that question is too much. i'll make it simplier, have you ever think about me?

me. the one who cant throw you out of my mind. me, the on who always swing around you with nothing to do. me, the one who has no idea about what do i feel, and what do you feel.

okay, *i wish* this is the last time i think about you. there's no more you, as 'you'. you, an ordinary person around me, and i have nothing to do with you. you, cant get into my mind and stay there. you, just a little person in my huge life.

everything, is --DONE--.